Compendium of Dreams: The Evolution of Awakening

 

 

1. I Eat Them, Speaking Their Language

Over ten years ago, I found myself in a strange dream, one in which I was not human . I saw myself as a reptilian being, walking among them, communicating in their language. It was a language without vowels, composed of aggressive, sharp sounds, almost like structured growls. There was no sweetness in those words, only efficiency, a form of communication that conveyed the essentials without beating around the bush.
I don’t remember details about the society I found myself in, but the feeling was clear: I belonged to them. There was no fear or resistance, just an acceptance that this was my environment and my way of existing at that moment.

2. Me Fleeing, Hiding in the Earth and the Tree

Years later, I had another, radically different dream. This time I was not one of them, but their prey.
I was running desperately through an open field, between plains and trees, feeling the weight of my pursuers getting closer and closer. I could not see their faces clearly, but I felt their presence like tireless predators. The atmosphere was grey, perhaps a cloudy afternoon, and I knew that if they caught me, my fate would be sealed.

When my strength faltered and the hope of escape was fading, I made an impulsive decision, born of a deep instinct: I threw myself to the ground and cried out, "Earth, protect me."
In an instant, the earth absorbed me, making me a part of it. From my new hiding place, under what seemed like an invisible glass, I watched my pursuers run frantically over me, not noticing that I was right under their feet. They searched aimlessly, frustrated by my disappearance.

In another similar dream, instead of the earth, it was a tree that provided me with shelter. With an act of total surrender, I merged with its trunk, disappearing into its bark as if I had always been a part of it. Nature protected me from those who hunted me.

3. The Security Man and the Sixth Sense Warning

More recently, in a modern city, in what looked like a university or library, I found myself outside a closed room. There was a security man guarding the entrance, and next to him, another individual who was escorted to a part of the building that extended beyond my view.

My instinct led me to spy on the man's path, trying to see beyond what was allowed. Something inside me told me that this place held a secret.
When the guard returned, we began to talk about mathematics. His attitude was calm, but there was something about him that made me distrustful. Then, he opened the door to the closed classroom and we entered.

Inside that room, I noticed something disturbing: CCTV in every corner, showing every angle of the building's exterior.
My sixth sense activated with unusual force. An inner voice screamed at me: "Go away, get out of there. That man is not human. He is a reptilian hybrid."

I sensed that something was not right. There was a thick air in the room, as if I were inside a controlled area. The feeling of danger was so clear that I decided to act without hesitation. I invented some excuse and left the place.
I met up with my brother and his friend, and together we slipped out of the area, avoiding the security cameras that could give us away.

When I woke up, the dream was still vibrating in my mind. There was something in that place, something beyond the human .

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Recapitulation: The Development of the Psyche in Dreams

The three dreams, arranged like this, seem to tell a story of evolution within my own psyche, or perhaps, of an awakening process that is occurring at a level beyond the conscious.

1. In the first dream, he was one of them. He spoke their language, he was part of their world without conflict. He felt neither fear nor rejection, but total integration with his species. Here, there was not yet any awareness of the separation between "them" and "us."

2. In the second dream, I was no longer one of them, but their prey. Something changed between one dream and the next: I went from being part of the group to being on their target list. Was it because something had awakened within me? In this phase, I found refuge in nature, as if my only salvation came from older, purer forces.

3. In the third dream, I was now not just running away, but actively observing them. I was no longer just a victim, but someone investigating their presence in the world. The reptilian hybrid in the university/library seemed like a test: it had detected my curiosity, but I still didn’t know who it was exactly.

What is developing?

• From being part of them to being their enemy: There is a clear pattern of evolution. At first, there was integration; then, persecution; finally, detection of their existence in the human world.
• Protection of the Earth and the Tree: Nature appears as an ally in the fight against these entities. It is possible that the connection with nature is key in this awakening.
• The sixth sense warns of danger: In the last dream, the inner warning indicates that I am now aware enough to detect who they are. This also implies that they might be starting to sense me.

Possible interpretations:

1. Buried Memories: Maybe these dreams are fragments of something older, something my consciousness is just beginning to remember.
2. A progressive awakening: The fact that I went from being part of them, to being persecuted, and then to recognizing them in the modern world indicates that my consciousness is evolving towards a state where I can see the hidden.
3. A warning: If this is not just my mind playing with images, but a message from the unconscious or something larger, perhaps I am being warned to be careful in my search.

The key question now is: Am I ready to dig deeper, or should I stay in the shadows and observe without revealing too much?